Thursday, 5 April 2012


As I lay in my bed trying to sleep... I feel scared.
I'm scared of losing myself.
I'm scared of lost opportunities.
I'm scared that I'm in over my head.
I'm scared that I will give up on my professional goals.
I'm scared that a baby will change us for the worst.
I'm scared of the word forever.
I'm scared that something will go wrong with the baby.
I'm scared of being a mom.
...and when I write the word mom... I feel so scared, I get nauseous...

----Phew... take a breath.... Its going to be okay.... I hope.


  1. It's okay to be scared, just remember you're never, ever alone. You have me, and many others who love you so much and support you. I've got you, and your +1 on my mind and in my heart.

  2. I Love Listening to this song! Don't worry sweetie, you are going to be a great mom!! Everything that you do, you always give 100%, and do a great job. Funny, I remember having the same feelings when I was carrying you ... Everything is going to be fine. ... I love you!!! "I'll Love You Forever!"